Being playing FF12 for the past 2 days. i'm addicted to the game...

graphic is good, gameplay is good...

well, the game should have at least some bad points. The game just have too much scenes lah. Walk only 5 steps, scene again...then finish fighting monster, sence again. Quite crappy....
the music isn't that good either...

haha

thats all for today i guess



have not blogger for almost 2 months le....

quick update:
1) promos over and i am promoted
2) op is over le
3) choir pract starting this tue
4) nyaa trip during early dec...

Went out with wanjing and peiyu to prawn

We managed to fish a prawn and the owner gave us one, we then gave this father who was there prawning our 2 prawn...

Would be praying for wanjing to promote to j2....

For those who are wondering, especially my church youth, its true that i am backsliding. I am not 100% sure, but there might be someone who would read it...

Not going into the details why i am backslidding...
for me to know, and for u to find out



God, Bless your Sons And Daughters



Today, my mother was in a way beening fired from her job.(not literally) She was beening transfered back to the child delivery department. It was partly because of me that caused her to be in such a state.

My mother do not have very good relationship with some(note the some, cause not all, don't assume all) of her superior. My mother has been feeling stressed up for many months and i kindda know my mother's attitude, she do not like to be pushed around too much. If so, she would fight back. However, she did the soft approach. She sent an email to her superior.

I was the one who typed the the letter and she approved it. Well, shouldn't disclose what i typed, but i really regretted typing it. I kindda of knew the outcome of it. Yet i didn't stop her, neither did i refuse to type it.

Well, putting myself in my mother's shoe, i kindda can understand the stress. The stress and hardship u have to endure. The facade u put in front of ur colleage and superior. Its just tough. Anyone and everyone would find it hard to overcome.

I'm still young, i don't understand the adult world. All i can do now is to pray for my mom

back to studying for promo...bye



WR was just over. one thing off my mind. Now is the bigger challenge. promo

One week left to promo, in fact after another half an hour, left only 5 days...i must pass



This post is not about my personal pain, but i am writting about the pain that so many people have suffered. Not going to write it in a reglious context, but as a normal human.

I have always thought that i have always suffered. I thought i have always received pains that were uncalled for. I guess that those were just dellusion i have been imagining.

Let me see, yesterday, i stumbled onto someone's blog. I read their post. The post were basically negative in nature and u can feel that they are condemning themself. I decided to click on the their comments and see what others had commented about their post. kindda of shocking to see that those people who commented were scolding the "F" work. You can see other disturbing comments that they have posted. I am not trying to side anyone but i can seriously feel the hurt when u read such comments. Totally insulting.

Let me get to the point. I find that people likes to hurt others. What they get is the joy of hurting someone. The victims enjoys the pain u have generously given to them. It s pretty much unfair. How much can one suffers??? Everyone has a limit to their sufferings. Yet many ignore, without knowing the consequences.

Is it because we are selfish in nature? Is it because we are ignorance? Is it because we find that we are more superior in nature, thus we have the right to hurt and inflict pain?

The answer i don't have. Its up to all of our imagination and speculation. No one is perfect afterall. I guess that we have to live with it, do we?



Its been long since i last blogged.

Today, i went out for my usual bicycle ride and it appears that it was my most dangerous ride i had ever encountered.

I was cycling along the bicycle track and i saw a man with 2 dogs on the phone talking to someone. One of the dog(apparently unleashed) ran towards my direction. Mind you, i had just came up a slope and preparing to descend and i had no choice but to use my right brake, aka the front brake. According to the law of some physic theory, i would face a phenomenon known as inital force(can't remember how to spell). My bike lean forward supported by only my front wheel. I won't be able to use the left brake as i would the brake isn't strong enough to make an emergency brake. The dog was unhurt. As for me, i was also unhurt as i manage to balance myself. It was a close call for both the dog and i.

The second time happened after about 1.5 lap. I was cycling, unknowing cycling towards the direction of a man resting by the sides of the track. I again, made an emergency brake again. this time, i lean even forward again. Again, by the grace of God, I was unhurt. I feel so blessed.

The third one i won't elaborate...haha

Anyway, undates & upcoming events:
1)old phone malfunctioned, new phone, w800i
2)holidays
3)promos in 3 weeks time.
4)carolling somewhere in dec.
5)cjc open house in oct'

Thats all
bye...and God Bless



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